shut up, i love you.

na na na na na na na

Three months ago - 34 views
na na na na na na na
i feel like such a teeeeeeeeeeeeerrible person so i'm just gonna dance it out and pretend nothing really happend lalalala.
someone message me :c

12.19.12 ; first day of break.

4 months ago - 130 views
12.19.12 ; first day of break.
~ before school - carpool with the best, she slips on the ice and i'm sorry but that was the funniest thing ever.
~ algebra - you suck. everyone sucks. bye.
~ science - i'm kinda really bored.
~ german - hehe i like caroling :3
~ art - kdjsflahdjflkdsfj this sucks i'm done
~ bathroom break ;D - giving some love to le boyfriend . (:
~ art again - talking about how couples on "talk" these days ;DDD hahahah ladyboy.
~ lunch - leslie's making fun of me (;
~ english - ain't that bad.
~ health - teacher can smd fgkfsjdgkldfjgl;; but i found out something good ;D
~ after school - D: bye.
~ walking - hi friends

<3 survey.

4 months ago - 47 views
&lt;3 survey.
What type of day are you having? lazy morning, busy night.(:
Was there anyone who "made your day"? not yet.
Are you liking how you look today? i haven't gotten ready yet ..
Do you have anyone crushing on you? yes(;
Have you ever eaten a bug? NO.
Are you vegeterian? nope.
When was the last time you kissed someone? yesterday. <3
Have you ever had something stuck between your teeth, but no one decided to tell you? yeup.
Are you a mother or a father? no..
When was your last paycheck?nevaa.
How many pets do you have? one. my sister.
What kind of toothpaste do you use? colgate idk.
Are you closer to being rich or poor? middle.
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? yeup(:
What was the last gift someone gave you? some lotion & perfume from vs yesterday(:
Do you appreciate that person? yeup(:
Are you on any type of drugs? +0+3$
Are you in love? yes(:
Have you ever been in love? yeup.
Do you even believe in love? ofcourse.
How many things are you really thinking about right now? 9383771 million.
Did you talk to anyone you didn't like today? nope.
Do you like picnics? yess.
Have you finished school yet? no.
What is/was your worst subject? health . i hate it so much .
What's your father's middle name? joseph.
Are you American? half.
Who are you voting for? NO.
Do you like Romney? jejwjwjfnd
Was his name even worth capitalizing?bdjdkldnf
What kind of mood are you in? Meh.
Are you waiting for anything? Yeup.
Are you going to bed after this? I'll probablyfall asleep again so yeah. Hahah.
Have you ever watched fahrenheit 9/11? no..
Romney or Obama? fnndjaksf
Where were you september 11. 2001? preschool.
What book are you currently reading? nothing.
What song did you last listen to? this kiss - crj hahah(;
What movie is in your DVD player? MONSTERS INC <3
How many windows are open in your computer? two.
Are you a very stressed out person? noo.
How old is your mom? idek bro.
Has your mom ever been on television or in the paper? idk.
Are you single? nope <3
Do you have a beach house? no -.-
Where do you live? in a box yup
Did you honestly miss Melrose place? no..
Do you ever watch Bold and the beautiful? no.
Do you sometimes watch the news? no
Have you ever seen a UFO? no stop
Do you believe in aliens? eh
Do you like Jerry Springer? stop
Have you ever been to world trade center? no stop
What is your favorite magazine? seventeen:3
How many times have you gone to a foreign country? zip.
When will you next go on a plane? idk.
When did you last go on a plane? like three years ago
Do you watch football sundays? STOP
Do you read Perez Hilton? NO STOP
What are your thoughts on Disney Channel? STOP
Do you like Techno? STAHP
Do you like Dr.Phil? NO STAHP
Do you like Oprah? omg stfu
Do you ever want to get married? of course:3
What is your favorite country? usa b-tch.
Do you like animals? ofcoursee
Do you like High school musical? totes
Are the Jonas brothers cute? stop
Do you have an ipod? yes
Do you watch TV alot? duh
Are you afraid of the dark?
What are you wearing right now? sweats & his crewneck. <3
1. Where did your last kiss take place? at school .
2. Who knows a secret or two about you? a lot of people:3
3. Four words to explain why you last threw up? I DONT EVEN KNOW
4. Have you ever burned yourself? more than once.
5. What is crazy to you? idk gah.
6. Favorite cuss word? SHIET. @jen16saysrawr hahahahaha
7. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now? -_- i have an idea.
8. Who is your hero? my butt.
9. Would you ever want to be a supermodel? nope.
10. Who is the most experimental person you know? my grandma .
11. Do you tell white lies? huh
12. When is your next party? christmas.
13. Who do you want to be with right now? ... (;
14 Do you scratch when and where you want to scratch? WHAT
15. How do you handle a break up? depends.
16. Your motivation for tomorrow? nothing baha.
17. Do you know what you will wear tomorrow? nope.
18. Last person to make you laugh? my sister.
19. Last thing you ate? like a cookie yesterday.
20. Do you ever go a few days without changing your underwear? ew no.
21. Have you ever accidentally eaten an insect? noo.
22. Do daddy long legs freak you out? nah hahah.
23. Have you ever cleaned up someone elses vomit? HAHAH NO. but @jen16saysrawr did.(;
24. Have you ever dropped food on the floor and eaten it? .. maybe haha.
25. Do you kiss your pets on the mouth? no hahaha
26. Do you talk baby talk? with babies yeah haha.
27. What serial killer do you find most disturbing? wut
28. Do you watch court tv? no
29. Would you ever work in a retirement home? haha not really.
30. Do you believe plants have feelings? .. totally.
31. Do you laugh at people with bowl haircuts? Hahahahaha someone I know got one and i almost peed.
32. Do you have nervous twitches? no bahah.
33. Are you ever purposely irritating? yeup.
34. If you could fly, where would you go first? paris(:
35. Do you prefer boats or planes? planes.
36. Love or lust? love <3
37. One best friend or 10 aquaintances? one best friend.
38. Favorite food? anything from taco bell ahahhaha.
39. Do you believe that your first love never dies? .. kinda. yes.
40. What upcoming event are you waiting and ready for? jaidacyn's quince & bianca's debut .
41. Current smell? his smell. <3
42. Do you get your nails done? heup.
43. Most favorite person? NO ONE EVERYONE SUCKS
44. What was the last thing you ordered at McDonalds? .. idek.
45. Are you an emotional person? yeup.
46. Do you like your name? idc.
47. Do you have plans this weekend? yeup(;
48. Do you work? nope.
49. Do you dance naked in your room? .. no(;
50. When did your last relationship end? idk. lets not talk about past onesss(;
51. What are you listening to right now? pandora .
52. Biggest fear? loosing people.
53. How long have you been a part of myspace? ew no.
54. Favorite place to be? with people i love <3
55. What are you wearing right now? I ALREADY ANSWERED THIS
56. Are your toes painted? no haha.
57. Does anyone hate you? yeup.
58. How many people do you trust fully? not many.
59. Did you have fun doing this? no.
60. Are you thinking of someone right now? maybe(;
srsly doe. { survey - triple alphabet }
A
 
A- Available: nope. <3
A- Age: fourteen.
A- Annoyance: people. lol.
B
 
B- Best Friend: @jen16saysrawr, @shawnnnacab, leslie, monicah, maria, & bryant.
B- Birthday: february twenty-fourth.
B- Brand of cell phone: verizon.
C
 
C- Crush: bryant. <3
C- Car: i don't have one -.-
C- Candy: sugar babies sounds good right now ;o
D
 
D- Day or Night: night.
D- Dream Car: a red convertible ;D
D- Dog: i don't have one, but i want a yorkie or a german shepard.
E
 
E- Easiest Person to Talk to: leslie.
E- Eggs: ewh ..
E- Earnings: i'm broke yo.
F
 
F- Favorite Month: december. or july. or february.
F- Favorite Color: light purple.
F- Favorite Memory: i have a lot :3
G
 
G- Gummy Bears or Worms: wormss.
G- Giver or Taker: both(;
G- Graduated: middle school yeup -.-
H
 
H- Hair Color: dark brown & orange -.-
H- Height: 5'2 wtf.
H- Happy: yeup(:
I
 
I- Ice Cream: IS PERFECT.
I- Instrument: guitar (;
I- Insecurity: arms & nose.
J
 
J- Jewelry: a ring & earrings (:
J- Job: none hehe:3
J- Jail: no - no.
K
 
K- Kids: i'm fourteen .. but i love kids (:
K- Kickboxing or Karate: idk .?
K- Kindergarten: reminds me of the shooting .
L
 
L- Longest Car Ride: 13 hours i thinkk .
L- Last date: in october.
L- Lipstick or Lip gloss: chapstick. hahah.
M
 
M- Milk Flavor: white. hahahah.
M- Most Missed Memory: summer.
M- Movie: mean girls, notebook, lol. chick flicks yo.
N
 
N- Number of Siblings: one and a half haha.
N- Number of Tattoos: zero :(
N- Name: claire ?
O
 
O- One Wish: to have my best friend back. so much would be different.
O- One Phobia: rejection.
O- One Regret: having a boy get in the way of a friendship.
P
 
P- Pet Peeves: people who don't take a shower, hypocrites, ex boyfriends current girlfriend who think they're the sh-t & act like a b-tch whenever i'm around, perverts, cheaters, people who don't take hints .. list goes on and on.
P- Part of Your Appearance You Like Best: eyes & smile.
P- Part of Your Personality: when i'm happy i will spread the love. hahahha.
Q
 
Q- Quote: "drama, lies, tears, welcome to the teenage years." (:
Q- Quick or Slow: .. wut.
Q- Quiet or Loud? loud .
R
 
R- Reason to Smile: i'm alive for crying out loud.
R- Reality TV Show: jersey shore (;
R- Reason to Cry: life sucks. & no one cares unless you're pretty or dead.
S
 
S- Song Last Heard: grow a pear hahah (:
S- Season: summer is the best.
S- Shoe: boots <3
T
 
T- Time You Woke Up: 2:40 pm haha.
T- Time Now: 6:36 hehe:3
T- Time you wish it was: tomorrow haha.
U
 
U- Umbrella design/Color: black.
U- Under your bed: stuff.
U- Underwear: red thong..
V
 
V- Vegetable You Hate: cauliflower.
V- Vacation Spot: a beach please.
V- Voting: no.
W
 
W- Worst Habits: biting my nails .
W- Where Are You Going to Travel Next: idk.
W- Weather Right Now: poopy.
X
 
X- X-Rays: suck.
X- X-Cited about: 24th - 28th .
X- X-tra Credit for: health O.o
Y
 
Y- Year You Were Born: 1998.
Y- Year it is Now: 2012.
Y- Yellow: is bright.
Z
 
Z- Zoo Animal: lion :3
Z- Zero tolerance for:
Z- Zzzzz What time do you go to bed? eleven usually.
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PEWP.

5 months ago - 86 views
PEWP.
@jen16saysrawr @shawnnnacab
this is me
when i'm not with you guys
~ me
aka lost puppy
:(
oh you said please don't use & i used it , oh i'm a rebellllllllllllllllll (;
@jen16saysrawr
so, um, i've heard you've been having a bad week?
yeah .. me too, boo. :c so i'm here to make it a hundred kajillion million fillion times better! (: so yeaaaah, i had a bad week too, starting off when i couldn't even see you on monday. the week progressed and i got introuble for telling some stuff to my other friend, but apparentley i couldn't because my two other friends don't like her, the person who asked me to homecoming got asked to tolo by another girl {which i don't care, but people rubbing it in & her whispering sh-t when i passed by her everytime didn't help}, i found out exbestfriend & mr. cheaterpants sh-t talked me so much when they were together, & worst of all, when i was finally falling for this guy, especially when he confessed to actually falling inlove with me, he goes and when i call him up trying to get some help from this bad week he says, i'm sorry, but i really have to go, this girl who really likes me is on the other line & she gets jealous easily, and i kindaa like her too, so i don't want her to get suspicious & i just said k, those feelings i had for him? so gone now. aha. anyways, i feel like you know exactly what i'm going through . . that you feel you're not good enough? that you want to just give up? that you feel like everyone you love is just leaving you? well guess what, i'm still here, i still love you more than life itself & i wouldn't leave you even if the world was crumbling beneath our feet. if a person can easily just turn their back on you & leave you, they're honestly not worth fighting for cause they're just missing out on an amazing girl. you may think many people are leaving you, and i feel the same way, but i just want to let you know, i'm always here. always. whether in sadness, or happiness i'll be right by your side. no one deserves to go through so much pain, and i get it, there's only so much a person can take until the point where you feel like giving up, but you really shouldn't, no matter how many tears fall from your eyes, how many thoughts rush through your mind in that moment of sadness and frustation, you should know there's always always always someone out there that loves you and cares for you more than you could ever imagine, that person? yeah, that's me. words cannot describe how much i care and love for you, you are truly my sister, my bestfriend, my other half, my world, my everything, and i hate seeing you hurt. if i have to go over there and straighten some people out, whenever & wherever i will. no one understands and never will know how much of a difference and impact you've made in my life, you bring out the best in me, and know how to make me laugh. you've seen me through my worst & through my absolute happiest, and there's no hesitation that whenever i need a shoulder to cry on or a partner in crime i'd go to you. so whenever you need, i'm here & i always will be, there's no doubt about it. i love you more than words can tell, babygirl. <3

ayeeeeeeeeee.

6 months ago - 81 views
ayeeeeeeeeee.
boys with a great body.
unf. the things i would do with theeeeeeem ~ (;
 
hehe. anyways.
pretty interesting weekend c;
no school tomorrow.
hollaahh. \m/
oh sorry, you must've eaten a big bowl of BULLSH-T this morning.
loosing my guys friends are aweeeeeesome.
not.
another slap to your girlfriend's face because i saw her today and didn't say a word about you cheating.
another awkward period without talking to you.
another situation of trying not to make eye contact.
 
both of you were pretty much the only ones that heard my cry and helped me. and what now? you through pointless insults at me because apparentley i'm not a good friend anymore. you honestly can't blame me for all this sh-t.
and i'm not even going to chase after you and beg you to come back and be friends with me anymore because i'm tired of loosing people, if you want to leave my life, then f-ck you, go ahead and leave, tired of just getting hurt in the end, i'm not saying i'm not gonna miss you, i'm just not gonna set myself for getting hurt again though.
 
boy drama sucks butt.
 
sleepover with a ton of poops & two babies tonight. letsgo(; <3

wah

6 months ago - 84 views
wah
he needs to stop being cute
so i can start hating him like i should have been since the end of summer ~
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surrveyyy.

6 months ago - 89 views
surrveyyy.
Have your parents ever caught you drinking? nope.
Do you love the last boy/girl you were talking to? eh.
Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? naw.
What were you doing 30 minutes ago? taking a nap :3
Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you? alex.
Last restaurant you went to? .. idk. taco bell lol.
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? leslie :D
Did you have an exciting last weekend? kinda.
Have you ever crawled through a window? yeup.
What do you spend most of your money on? clothes.
Where were you at 1AM sunday morning? sleeping yo.
Ever kissed someone over 30? ewh no.
Is there a secret you've never told your parents? ofcourse.
Do you like yourself? sometimes.
Have you ever dyed your hair? yeupp.
Are you wearing a necklace? noope.
Who is someone you wish you could fix things with? cheaterpants. but we have a lot of problems and not one of us can keep the conversation going positive so it's hard.
Is there anything in your past that you'd like to try again? mhmm.
Are you an emotional person? yeup.
What's something that can always make you feel better? friends.
Did your parents spoil you as a child? durr. first child .
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex? sadly.
How's your heart lately? feels split into two to be honest.
Are you a cuddler? yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees :D
Will this weekend be a good one? nah. it's gonna be boring.
What do you want right now? takis. so bad.
Who can always cheer you up? leslie bahahah.
Have you ever gone nude/streaked in public? nah.
Who hugged you last? i think .. alex.
Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing? yeup(:
Are you a kissable person? .. i hope so.
Has someone ever spread a nasty rumor about you? not really. knock on wood.
What is your relationship status? single a'f. i don't want a boyfriend & i'm trying to shake a guy off my tail atm.
Who was the last person to come to your house? family? hahaha.
Look behind you, what do you see? ma dresssserr.
How many rooms does your house have? idk.
Have you ever worked in a food place? nah.
What would you name your future daughter? kylie anne. (:
Who and where was the last concert you went to? bruno mars & in seattle.
Any summer plans for 2013? NOT ANYMORE -.-
What did you eat for lunch today? salad.
Whats on your schedule for tomorrow? sleep.
The last song you heard? radioactive - imagine dragons
What do you think of love? it's either the most perfect thing on earth or it's the fucking hatred of everything life was ever made of.
When is the last time you went to a party? two weeks ago? bahh. ;c
When is the next time you'll hit up a club? totes tomorrow ~~
Do you still talk to any of your ex's? yess.
If you had to eat 1 thing for the rest of your life, what? anything from taco bell bahahah . c;
How do you feel about abortions? no. well it depends.
Do you eat junk food everyday? probz.
How often do you drive? never -.-
Where did you last drive to? no where.
Describe your bestfriend? they're all stupid a'f. but i wuv them more than lyfeeeeee ~
Who was the last person to touch you? ew wut.
How did you and your number 1 become friends? idek ..
How late did you stay up last night and why? ten because i was friggen tired.
What's the connection between you and the last person you texted? he wants my v. like srsly. hope off my nuts doe'.
Do you like someone? NOPE.
Have you ever been hit by the opposite sex? mhm.
Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with an S? nah (:
How's your life lately? meh.
Do you know anyone that is currently locked up? no..
Have you ever dated someone longer than a year? no :( cause everyone sucks butt.
What do you think about the current gas prices? IDGAF.
Would you sex tape with you in it for 3 million dollars? at my age? probably not bahaha.
Have you ever been so drunk that you blacked out? nope.
Do you think that you’re a good person? sometimes.
Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt? mhm.
Are you happier single or in a relationship? both.
Have you ever flirted with a friends crush? .. maybe. >.>
Last time you ate a homegrown tomato? ew tomatos gross.
Ever ordered from an infomercial? t'f is that no.
Do you believe in love at first sight? eh.
Have you ever requested a song on the radio? no.
Do you hate the last girl you were talking to? nahh.
When is the last time you took a nap? just like an hour ago.
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? this was already asked t'f.
To text you? anthony.
To send you a facebook message? idk.
To send a friend request? kiante.
Whose bed did you sleep in last night? mine .
Have you kissed anyone in the last week? naw.
Do you miss anyone? mm yeup ;c
What does your 8th text message say and who was it from? Im not, i thought we were closer than that but i guess not. If we were such good friends you'd believe me and not treat me like crap. -- from cheaterpants.
What are you listening to? my tv.
Is there one place you'd like to visit? yep.
Have you held hands with anyone today? yeaah..
Do you like winter time? yee.
Do you own uggs? yeup.
Do you regret anything? i shouldn't but i do.
What are you excited about? nothing . haha.
Plans for today? sleep.
Seven days from now will you be in a relationship? NO.
What are you doing tomorrow? sleep gd that was asked.
How many different people of the opposite sex have you cried over? too many.
Where is your number one person on your friends list? iddkk.
Do you want to dance? yess.
Who do you not get along with? people.
Last movie you watched? that one about the fisherman wut. @jen16saysrawr
What are your plans for the weekend? nothing . sleep .
What do you notice first about a guy? smile. hair.
Something interesting happen lately? uh huh .
Where is the person you like right now? in the ground.
Last time you took a shower? twenty minutes ago.
What were you doing at 8:00 this morning? school/
What were you doing 30 minutes ago? SLEEP. wtf is wrong with this survey and repeating.
When was the last time you talked to your most recent ex? today.
Have you ever been around someone who was high? yeup.
Do you like where you live? kindaa.
Last thing you purchased? idk.
Have you kissed your number one on your top? no wut.
Where are you right now, and how do you feel about where you are? my room i'm good.
Explain why you last threw up? sick.
Where did your last hug take place? school.
Who was the last person to hold your hand? tim sh.
Are you a jealous person? yeupp.
Did you have a good birthday this year? yeaah .
Are you tired right now? kinda.
What are your outlooks on gay/bisexual relationships? they're fine. it ain't my business.
Do you chew on your straws? if i'm bored.
Who was the last person you rode in the car with that was under 21? leelee.
Three days from now will you be in a relationship? nooooooo.
Do you have curly hair? naah.
Who was at your house last? family. this is repeated.
Do you lead people on? sometimes.
Is there anyone who doesn't like you because of something you didn't do? yep.
Have you kissed anyone today? nah.
Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight? yes -.-
Last person you cried over?i don't wanna say.
Do you cry easily? yeup.
Do you have any brothers? half.
What do you think of them? i have never met him..
Where did you go today? school and taco bell yo.
What should you be doing right now? sleeping and texting people back.
Are you a heavy sleeper? idk..
When was the last time you hand washed the dishes? like a month ago.
Name everyone that made you smile today? i can't even name them all..
Who was the last person to put their arm around you? mikeeeeeee.
Three feelings at the moment? disappointed, alone, and kinda happy.
What are you listening to right now? tv jeez.
The highlight of your week? today. in math. where we were all finally friends again (:
Who were the last people you ate with? mom & caitlyn.
What really makes you mad? CHEATERS. cough.
Ever had a drunken night in Mexico? no..
What are your plans for tonight? sleep JGHDSFKJG GAH.
What does the seventeenth text message in your inbox say? "I do .. That's the thing:\"
What's the last piercing you got? Ears.
Ever toilet papered someone’s house? No.
Do you want to be married right now? NO.
What were you doing at 4am this morning? sleeping .
What do you usually do first in the morning? pee. hehe:3
Do you have college plans? yeupp.
Are you mad at anyone right now? ofcourse.
How many different beverages have you had today? three.
What did you do today? school ughfglkjdfg
What is your favorite flavor of jelly? none
Do you want children? yeup
What were you doing at 7pm yesterday? getting ready for school
You're in the hospital, who on your TOP friends would come to visit you? shawnna, jen, leslie and alex. no one else. cause i'm a loner
If alcohol were banned, what would your reaction be? but i'm not even old enough yet. .
Do people underestimate you? yeup
Are you named after a grandparent? no
What's something you're scared of? being rejected or being left.
Name some of the people you love? NO ONE EVERYONE CAN SUCK MY NONEXISTANT LEFT NUT
What's your favorite color? light purple.
Ever been kissed under fireworks? no. :(
Do you wish someone would call you? yeaa.
Is there someone you wanna date right now? noo.
Are you usually the heart breaker or the heart broken? both, but i always end up heart broken either way.
Is there a meaning behind your profile song? no..
Do you have a best friend? yeup.
Do you belive that what comes around goes around? meh.
Who was the last person you were mad at? cheaterpants. guys are way more drama.
What is the last song to make you cry? idk.
Is your best friend pretty? ofcourseeee.
Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom? this whole week and last week.
What do you miss? my best friend. i don't like this cheater, this liar, this is too many fights & he just doesn't understand anymore. but i'm not loosing him. after all this sh-t we've gone through, i'm not loosing this bestfriend i used to have.
Do you give out second chances too easily? depends.
Ever felt that no one relates to you? a lot of times.
Had plans and broke them? yeup.
When was the last time you saw your grandparents? last week ..
Who are you jealous of? no one honestly.
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