@jen16saysrawr
so, um, i've heard you've been having a bad week?
yeah .. me too, boo. :c so i'm here to make it a hundred kajillion million fillion times better! (: so yeaaaah, i had a bad week too, starting off when i couldn't even see you on monday. the week progressed and i got introuble for telling some stuff to my other friend, but apparentley i couldn't because my two other friends don't like her, the person who asked me to homecoming got asked to tolo by another girl {which i don't care, but people rubbing it in & her whispering sh-t when i passed by her everytime didn't help}, i found out exbestfriend & mr. cheaterpants sh-t talked me so much when they were together, & worst of all, when i was finally falling for this guy, especially when he confessed to actually falling inlove with me, he goes and when i call him up trying to get some help from this bad week he says, i'm sorry, but i really have to go, this girl who really likes me is on the other line & she gets jealous easily, and i kindaa like her too, so i don't want her to get suspicious & i just said k, those feelings i had for him? so gone now. aha. anyways, i feel like you know exactly what i'm going through . . that you feel you're not good enough? that you want to just give up? that you feel like everyone you love is just leaving you? well guess what, i'm still here, i still love you more than life itself & i wouldn't leave you even if the world was crumbling beneath our feet. if a person can easily just turn their back on you & leave you, they're honestly not worth fighting for cause they're just missing out on an amazing girl. you may think many people are leaving you, and i feel the same way, but i just want to let you know, i'm always here. always. whether in sadness, or happiness i'll be right by your side. no one deserves to go through so much pain, and i get it, there's only so much a person can take until the point where you feel like giving up, but you really shouldn't, no matter how many tears fall from your eyes, how many thoughts rush through your mind in that moment of sadness and frustation, you should know there's always always always someone out there that loves you and cares for you more than you could ever imagine, that person? yeah, that's me. words cannot describe how much i care and love for you, you are truly my sister, my bestfriend, my other half, my world, my everything, and i hate seeing you hurt. if i have to go over there and straighten some people out, whenever & wherever i will. no one understands and never will know how much of a difference and impact you've made in my life, you bring out the best in me, and know how to make me laugh. you've seen me through my worst & through my absolute happiest, and there's no hesitation that whenever i need a shoulder to cry on or a partner in crime i'd go to you. so whenever you need, i'm here & i always will be, there's no doubt about it. i love you more than words can tell, babygirl. <3